Lalala

The say love conquers all. I beg to differ.


Sometime when you are in love with someone else instead of letting go of your feeling you keep for your own good self. Reason being..perhaps you don't want to get hurt or perhaps you just don't want to let go some part of you, to be shared with other people..or perhaps you just want to be loved not loving.


But still you say "I love you"


When you in love, conceivably you think everything is possible. You thought you would die for that person, you thought you would do everything to make that someone happy. You would never allow any tears to be shed. When actually the truth is, while reality slapped your face you realised you just want to gratify yourself. Probably you love someone because it is hurtful to be unwanted, to be unloved and most of all you don't want to be lonely.


Love is never enough. Have you heard someone said "What's wrong? Everything I did for you is never enough". How enough is enough? It's like life. Is what you are getting out of your life is enough? For me, it will never be enough. But along the way, effort will definitely help to alleviate things.


Do you remember the feeling when you are struck with love? The most wonderful feeling of all. All those slap happy faces and blooming heart and do you remember the feeling when your relationship is stable? The feeling is nothing. Still happy but oh well, what to worry about. Things will be fine. Eventually do you remember the feeling when you lost the love of your life? Excruciating until some extent you feel numb.


Love..can be very infatuating but when it's over it can be very annihilating.


And then you will tell yourself not to fall in love again.