Night Angel

During some lonely nights.
I never failed ended up crying..
Feeling confused and thinking how could things went wrong..
Things that I can't even find the answers..Things that I need to talk about..
But not to my mother
Not to girlfriends..
and not even to my guy..
and maybe not to anyone. 
 

I can't figure out how or why
But he never fails to read my mind..
To sense that something is wrong with me.
There's always a buzzing phone..
A warm voice to comfort me..
In the middle of that lonely night.

Even though we seldom meet..
Busy getting with our own life..
But we understand each other..
and we confide to each other..
as a friends and not more than that..

He's life is a chaos case..
Practically mingle with any women he met..
And ended having what he wants..
He never believe in feeling or love..
Coz love always deny him..
But he swears in the name of friendship..
Me on the other hand..
Had all the love I want..
But just fail to deal with my own 'inner voice'..

 
It's ironic and cynical..
How a chaos guy who didn't even know what to do for his life tomorrow
Could always give a huge comfort to a girl
Who thinks she know exactly wants she wants ..
Who thinks she is in control with her life
Ended up, always making stupid decisions..

To my night angel..
U know who u are..
I thank you for being there for me..
And..remember..
I will too, be there for U.