Tired

I burn my face while frying bergedil yesterday.That thing meletup-letup while I was frying them and the oil hit my face.Not whole part but it's enough to make my face look cacat.I guess zitsy face is not enough for me.



The open house was ok.But I'm not.



Was so tired that I slept right after maghrib.



Am still so tired today.


Boss, can I take half day?

Depression

*Please take note that this is another whining entry.Those who are in happy mood or feel completely comfortable with themself can buzz off.


Have you ever woke up in the morning , looked into the mirror and saw a monster?I did. Not only a monster but a panda monster.


I know that I don't have the flawless skin but today I realize that my complexion is totally out. I have zits all over my padang bola forehead and it's everywhere.I admit that for the past few months I've been abondoning my face due to work stress and personal problem[ha!]. But now, from the look of the nasty zits, no concealer can do the miracle.


And my hair..Urgh..So the kerasla..And it's short and I don't have the 'jelita-kind-of-cinta-look'. Ok,fine..I know it's my fault yg slalu mengatal-gatal nak potong rambut.Next time, whenever i pass any salon , I must remind myself not to cut my hair or try for any promotion.


You know how much I love bag?Well, guess what?I have two bags now..Prada and Gucci.Courtesy of sleeping late and I dunno what, I now own two eyebags and they are dark..More darker than my skin.Just like a panda.

My two bags and zitsy face :(

And yesterday, when I visited Shaza,the first thing she said to me was



"Chics, kau dah gemuk!Muka kau bulat!"



Shite!This is depressing man..How am I gonna pick up a hunk with this condition??

Tick Tock

I'm so pissed off.I've downloaded few songs from imesh for like hundred time on the same song because when I played it, there's nothing to be heard. And now it's giving me headache already. Like all my chinese collegue say

"Aiyaa, I "koyak" already like this"

Ke aku yg bodoh..Tatau la kan..


I really want that gwen stephanie's song!!Arghh


Tick..tock..tick..tock..

My baby!!

Finally!I got My jack jack..


Was supposed to buy it early in the morning. That is the only thing that I could think of on my way from the client's office but due to 'heavy' sakit perut I had to prostpone it to lunch.


But I had to take 12.30 lunch today and by that time, my manager and the estee lauder manager already laughing their way to McDonalds. Cheh..Manager aku pon macam budak-budak.


Had to line up for the queue was quite long and sambil-sambil tu berharap

"Janganla Jack jack aku habis"

while my other collegue who happen to go out for lunch early berlagak-lagak with their jack-jack to me. I was thinking to buy only apple pie coz I want to eat somewhere else tapi have to buy value meal pulak...sheesh.Lecehla lu McD!


Too bad that Paige is on MC today. We have been reminding each other everyday about jack-jack since last week and now she's not here..She did smsed me saying that she's so sad..But I bet her bf will get it for her.


I know you guys would mock me[like my collegues, who..atlast ended buying jack-jack too.hah!]but the bottomline is I'm happy today coz I got that cute baby!!

Anger Management

Yesterday something happen. I lost my temper..again. This time it's quite bad. Usually it was just my acid tongue who did the damage but this time it's more than that. I hit someone last night. I totally smack and punch that person, not just that, my handphone was one of the victim. I threw my handphone to that person. Poor fella [I really mean it]. It just that..that person really ask for it. You know, I may look small and petite but I can be very violent when it come to certain extand.


Usually, I will manage to control my anger but I don't know what happen to me last night. Maybe I had reached my limit and just can't take it anymore.I don't like what happen. I really don't. Usually I'm quite calm even though I was known to have a temper. Lately things had been bad. I just don't know how could that happened. Maybe there's too many hatred was kept inside of me. Maybe I should just let it go and be like some people, pretending nothing happen in their life and never take any precautions. Maybe.. I dunno..


But I do know that I need help.