Tuesday, July 22, 2003

something is better left unsaid..i think that quote is so true.lately i'm getting kinda close with someone which is kinda overwhelming actually.actually it's not a big deal but some issues make things complicated and intricated.

so last night i had a long conversation with that person,trying to find some answer to my questions.i did but somehow it kinda change my perception..towards my self.i know that the person would say something as i expected but the truth BITE ME!

somehow i learn that i am a treacherous person,bitchy and maybe i'm selfish.The person did not say that but from all words i can say summon i have these 3 elements.I'm so regret for what had happen..i wish i could just erase it but what a girl to do??

when i manage to think more clearly now..i know that i was totally FUCKED UP.no use crying over spilt milk..it's not that i regret getting close with that friend of mine..it's just that.. i was so ashamed from the way i behaved lately.

the problem is..i dun want to get untangle coz..i fall..and i keep falling..

i guess..now i know what all the premonition "dun play with fire" is all about..

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