tonite i miss my bf again...as usual..it's like a routine.Sometimes,when i manage to think clearly(or issit the other way?), i think it's not him that i miss..but i missed all the affection which make me think "Do i still love him?"..

Think about it..i try to match my bf with some other gal..if he wants to date any gal he fancy,i've got no problem with that and i even call to ask how was it going!My friend said i'm crazy or in the brink of being a psycho.I dun mind if my bf mention others girls name or when he stares at other womens i didn't feel anything...

While i'm writing this, i'm trying to convince my self that i still love him and vice versa..
Maybe tomorrow my mind will be cleared up a bit.