I think I'm going to get fat when hari raya come. I ate like a mad girl when it turns to berbuka puasa time.Demm yuh, pasar ramadhan.Then again, I should blame myself.Was thinking to buy kebaya bandung for hari raya so I can impersonate those models on the front cover of the 'kebaya' book written by Pak Lah's wife. But with the budge on my tummy..erm..I dun think so still..it will not stop me to buy one.Was thinking to buy it at Jakarta tapi tgkla camne..
Talking about endonesia, I really like this song. Usually I would like a song because of their lyric but this time..I like it because of Kris dayanti's botox-face-enhancement.She looked different in the video clip.With minimal make up and black long hair [which make me weep after my short artificial brownish hair] she looks stunning. See, botox can do lots of wonder.I usually don't opt for botox I rather have liposuction..haha.Anyway here's the song.
Cobalah Untuk Setia
Krisdayanti
Apalah maumu kasih
Kaupilih diriku
Didalam hidupmu
Nyatanya kulihat kini
Tak bisa kau coba untuk setia
Sudah cukuplah sudah
Ku memberikan waktu
Kau selalu tak bisa
Mencoba untuk setia
Reff
Yang selalu kuinginkan
Yang selalu kunanti
Kau coba untuk mengerti
Apalah arti mencinta
Dan harus kau sadari
Bila ingin bersamaku
Jangan coba kau ingkari
Cobalah untuk setia..
Apalah maumu kasih
Kaupilih diriku
Didalam hidupmu
Nyatanya kulihat kini
Tak bisa kau coba untuk setia
Sudah cukuplah sudah
Ku memberikan waktu
Kau selalu tak bisa
Mencoba untuk setia
back to reff
Masihkah aku diinginkan
Masihkah aku di dambakan
Masih ada waktu untukmu
Bersamamu akankah kujalani hidup...
**********************************
Anyway, someone said that he really likes this song and he dedicated to me and while saying this, he threw me a meaningful look.Why of all the song in the world he dedidated this one?What is he trying to indicate?That I am a player??Huh?
I am just keeping my option open..
Wednesday, October 20, 2004
Monday, October 18, 2004
Bloody..
Hah.Monday come again and i was bloody sleepy.The reason?I slept about 3 a.m last night.Eventually yamyam manage to track me and had to deal with him.Manala aku nak larikan.Malaysia is not that big.Demm..Will tell the story nanti-nanti kay?
Bapak mengantuk.Oh, my boss did mention about my bad performance in the office last friday and i nearly cried when I told her what was my problem.Hmm..She seemed to be tolerant.But U see..Usually after kene marah, I will try to do something to make things better but now..I just dun care.And here i am blogging in the office eventhough keje melambak2.Haaaa..Nevermind.I'll be writing my resignation letter sooner or later..Aku dah malas gile nak keje.Totally devomativated.Thanks to samsul kahar and family.Ok fine..Dun blame poeple, chics.Blame yourself.
Seriously, i am thinking to quit my job and perhaps do temp jobs while waiting to pursue my master this coming February.Itu pon kalau dapatla.Kalau tak dapat, I will continue bloodsucking my parents and some-unlucky-guy-who-will-be-my-future-boyfriend.Doesn't sound like me at all.But who care?People change all the time and so can i.
Ok dah.Time to buat kerja or buat-buat buat kerja.
Happy breakfasting everybody.
Added:
Was happily doing my job when suddenly i received a phone called that sort of scared me. The caller was a chinese male who speaks in a very low voice.
Me :Good Afternoon, this is Sharina speaking.
Caller :Who's on the line?
Me :This is Sharina Speaking
Me :Ah, it's you.You were rude to my friend.You were very rude.You owe him an apology.
Me :Huh?Excuse me?I don't remember being rude to anyone.
Caller :Well, my friend stated that u were. So we would like to make an arrangement with you after your office
hour.We will come and meet you and we'll go somewhere.U and us.
Me :Huh?And who will that person be?I mean, I want to know the person's name who I should be
apologizing to.
Caller :You will know later.Just meet us and you will know.So it's settle?After office hour?
Me :Er..I guess..
Caller :All he need is a little handshake.
And he put down the phone.
Was was that?The call freaks me out.I can't recall being so rude to anyone but I did told my candidate the truth, things like why i would not propose them and all.Where the hell are they going to bring me?I was not supposed to say yes but I was kind of blur plus he spoke in a lower voice.Handshake?What if it takes more than that?
Fuck.Takut.Sgt takut.
Bapak mengantuk.Oh, my boss did mention about my bad performance in the office last friday and i nearly cried when I told her what was my problem.Hmm..She seemed to be tolerant.But U see..Usually after kene marah, I will try to do something to make things better but now..I just dun care.And here i am blogging in the office eventhough keje melambak2.Haaaa..Nevermind.I'll be writing my resignation letter sooner or later..Aku dah malas gile nak keje.Totally devomativated.Thanks to samsul kahar and family.Ok fine..Dun blame poeple, chics.Blame yourself.
Seriously, i am thinking to quit my job and perhaps do temp jobs while waiting to pursue my master this coming February.Itu pon kalau dapatla.Kalau tak dapat, I will continue bloodsucking my parents and some-unlucky-guy-who-will-be-my-future-boyfriend.Doesn't sound like me at all.But who care?People change all the time and so can i.
Ok dah.Time to buat kerja or buat-buat buat kerja.
Happy breakfasting everybody.
Added:
Was happily doing my job when suddenly i received a phone called that sort of scared me. The caller was a chinese male who speaks in a very low voice.
Me :Good Afternoon, this is Sharina speaking.
Caller :Who's on the line?
Me :This is Sharina Speaking
Me :Ah, it's you.You were rude to my friend.You were very rude.You owe him an apology.
Me :Huh?Excuse me?I don't remember being rude to anyone.
Caller :Well, my friend stated that u were. So we would like to make an arrangement with you after your office
hour.We will come and meet you and we'll go somewhere.U and us.
Me :Huh?And who will that person be?I mean, I want to know the person's name who I should be
apologizing to.
Caller :You will know later.Just meet us and you will know.So it's settle?After office hour?
Me :Er..I guess..
Caller :All he need is a little handshake.
And he put down the phone.
Was was that?The call freaks me out.I can't recall being so rude to anyone but I did told my candidate the truth, things like why i would not propose them and all.Where the hell are they going to bring me?I was not supposed to say yes but I was kind of blur plus he spoke in a lower voice.Handshake?What if it takes more than that?
Fuck.Takut.Sgt takut.
Friday, October 15, 2004
Ramadhan Al-Mubarak
Happy Fasting to all Muslims. Yeah..It's fasting month again. Normally, fasting is like a piece of cake for me but since I worked here where the environment in 99% Chinese and everybody keep eating all the time, I think Ramadhan is going to be a lil' bit tougher this year.
Did not make it for sahur this morning which is so typical of me. I had chosen to sleep rather than chomping on cold, sleepy morning.. That's always the case but as mom said, I should think again coz I might hanker after the berkat of sahur. Ok..I'll see what I can do.Nooot.
Next week mom will be off to Jakarta already and I'll be eating alone since yamyam is no more in the picture. Oh did you guys know that I had successfully ignored him? With the exception of yesterday, I unintentionally smsed him when the sms was actually meant for somebody else. Darn. Nanti dia ingat aku sms kat dier plak..Which I think he did coz he replied back.Urghhh..
Is there any way to tell him it's either to sod off or settle his own issues without talking to him? I would not welcome him unless he shows me result. No more craps. No more sweet talking. No more lie. Just prove it. I had enough heartache. I prefer to be alone rather being with someone who can't stand for what they believe. And you know, Paige called me 'witch' coz I was so cold blooded.Do I care?Not even in a million years.
I think I should take up telepathic class. And again..Before I pen off [ayat karangan skolah menengah rendah..haaa!] Happy fasting and to those yg tak puasa, Happy Deepavali.Hehe
Did not make it for sahur this morning which is so typical of me. I had chosen to sleep rather than chomping on cold, sleepy morning.. That's always the case but as mom said, I should think again coz I might hanker after the berkat of sahur. Ok..I'll see what I can do.Nooot.
Next week mom will be off to Jakarta already and I'll be eating alone since yamyam is no more in the picture. Oh did you guys know that I had successfully ignored him? With the exception of yesterday, I unintentionally smsed him when the sms was actually meant for somebody else. Darn. Nanti dia ingat aku sms kat dier plak..Which I think he did coz he replied back.Urghhh..
Is there any way to tell him it's either to sod off or settle his own issues without talking to him? I would not welcome him unless he shows me result. No more craps. No more sweet talking. No more lie. Just prove it. I had enough heartache. I prefer to be alone rather being with someone who can't stand for what they believe. And you know, Paige called me 'witch' coz I was so cold blooded.Do I care?Not even in a million years.
I think I should take up telepathic class. And again..Before I pen off [ayat karangan skolah menengah rendah..haaa!] Happy fasting and to those yg tak puasa, Happy Deepavali.Hehe
Thursday, October 14, 2004
Nu!
Oh well, here's the layout.It's black..I know..i'm not so into black but black is better than green,plus..this is an express one so just go with it ok?
Humm..humm..What's for today?
No mood for now..loads of works..Later kay?
Humm..humm..What's for today?
No mood for now..loads of works..Later kay?
Added:
Wednesday, October 13, 2004
Swing
Shite..I just hate anak bongsu lelaki yg manja which refers to my bro and my bf. Why? I was late this morning because that lazy bum malas nak bangun tido..and he didn’t refuel the tank and of course it took my 10 precious minutes..Arghhhhh!!!!Also he ruined my day yesterday , but I don’t want to talk about yesterday..Enough of yesterday.
Was having my-marathon-on-the-phone conversation with a friend [who can’t consumed milk..haha!] last night. We talked about our school days.. which make me remember that this is the end of the year. What did we do when it’s the end of the year?We threw party..It was meant to be to bid the senior farewell but I use it as an excuse to dress up..haha
Be prepared coz this was not like a normal happening party that you always go to. This is our style of party. After isya’ prayer one of us will find an unfilled pail [ye baldi basuh baju] and start mixing punch or drinks for slurping. Then we will bring into play of a hanger to stir it..hahaha..entertain already?The dorm will be decorated with coloured papers and colourful things .The lights especially will be tinted with colourful plastic so when you turn it on..It will give the red, green and whatever colour reflection instead of the normal one Hohoh..Too bad we don’t have any disco balls that time.. Foodstuff were usually ordered from makciks who worked in the dining or hall or any makcikla.My dorm usually ordered from a lady called makcik Senah.We would ordered soto.mee bandung and lots more..and it came with dessert. On that night everyone would put on their best dress [Nott!!] and make up or whateverla as long as you look as if you are ready for party. Then eating will begin and while eating each form had to perform anything to keep everybody entertain. After that gifts will be given to fivers as bidding them farewell and good luck.
The best part is when it passed 11.The light off time.Haaa..This is where my skill were trained. After feeling drained dancing in our own dorm,we would swing from dorm to dorm especially yg buat party jugak and menari2 mcm perempuan giller at their dorm .Hahaha..macam club swinging la plakkan. But dorm swinging were not easy, we had to face hazardous environment such as wild dogs and wild warden..hehe.Imagined girls in tight dress tiptoed around the school..and with hideous make up. Subsequently, we would go to our ermm..’ how to say this..ermm kakak or adik dorm’s and ..well..have a nice chit chat..or maybe they will join the swinging missionary later. Typically one will stay or ‘tido sekati’ therelah..
I wanted to post some pics of my swinging time here but..looking at the way I dressed..I think it’s better for me not to do it..hehehe..Anyway, it was fun and it certainly was a good training :P. To my fellow sista who are reading this..Do you still remember your dorm party??
Was having my-marathon-on-the-phone conversation with a friend [who can’t consumed milk..haha!] last night. We talked about our school days.. which make me remember that this is the end of the year. What did we do when it’s the end of the year?We threw party..It was meant to be to bid the senior farewell but I use it as an excuse to dress up..haha
Be prepared coz this was not like a normal happening party that you always go to. This is our style of party. After isya’ prayer one of us will find an unfilled pail [ye baldi basuh baju] and start mixing punch or drinks for slurping. Then we will bring into play of a hanger to stir it..hahaha..entertain already?The dorm will be decorated with coloured papers and colourful things .The lights especially will be tinted with colourful plastic so when you turn it on..It will give the red, green and whatever colour reflection instead of the normal one Hohoh..Too bad we don’t have any disco balls that time.. Foodstuff were usually ordered from makciks who worked in the dining or hall or any makcikla.My dorm usually ordered from a lady called makcik Senah.We would ordered soto.mee bandung and lots more..and it came with dessert. On that night everyone would put on their best dress [Nott!!] and make up or whateverla as long as you look as if you are ready for party. Then eating will begin and while eating each form had to perform anything to keep everybody entertain. After that gifts will be given to fivers as bidding them farewell and good luck.
The best part is when it passed 11.The light off time.Haaa..This is where my skill were trained. After feeling drained dancing in our own dorm,we would swing from dorm to dorm especially yg buat party jugak and menari2 mcm perempuan giller at their dorm .Hahaha..macam club swinging la plakkan. But dorm swinging were not easy, we had to face hazardous environment such as wild dogs and wild warden..hehe.Imagined girls in tight dress tiptoed around the school..and with hideous make up. Subsequently, we would go to our ermm..’ how to say this..ermm kakak or adik dorm’s and ..well..have a nice chit chat..or maybe they will join the swinging missionary later. Typically one will stay or ‘tido sekati’ therelah..
I wanted to post some pics of my swinging time here but..looking at the way I dressed..I think it’s better for me not to do it..hehehe..Anyway, it was fun and it certainly was a good training :P. To my fellow sista who are reading this..Do you still remember your dorm party??
Btw,I'm so bored with my layout.Dark green is absolutely not my colour.
+See, when I get the strength to leave
You always tell me that you need me
And I'm weak cause I believe you
And I'm mad because I love you
So I stop and think that maybe
You can learn to appreciate me
Then it all remains the same that
You ain't never gonna change+
-Foolish,Ashanti-
Updated:
Uh..Now I have 2 courses to choose..is it..master of information security and intelligence or master of information and knowledge management or should i listen to nikkit and take fashion instead?hahha..Oh God..Pening.Any advice?
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